Embodying the spirit of Filipino volunteerism that bloomed in this stormy year, Efren Peñaflorida Jr. was named CNN Hero of the Year, the international news network announced on Sunday (Manila time). The Cavite City native pioneered a brand of mobile education, or the "pushcart classroom," for urban poor youth.
Peñaflorida, fondly called "Kuya F," was named 2009 CNN Hero of the Year. In his acceptance speech, he said: "Each person has a hidden hero within, you just have to look inside you and search it in your heart, and be the hero to the next one in need." Sophia Dedace file photo "Efren Peñaflorida, who started a ‘pushcart classroom’ in the Philippines to bring education to poor children as an alternative to gang membership, has been named the 2009 CNN Hero of the Year," the world-renowned Cable News Network said in an article posted on its Web site.
The 28-year-old Peñaflorida will receive $100,000 from CNN. The network's top anchor Anderson Cooper announced the winner at the conclusion of the annual awards ceremony.
Earlier, Peñaflorida told GMANews.TV that should he win, he would pledge the prize money to the children that his group, the Dynamic Teen Company, is helping.
In his acceptance speech at the Kodak Theatre in Hollywood, CNN quoted him as saying: "Serve, serve well, serve others above yourself and be happy to serve. As I always tell my co-volunteers... you are the change that you dream as I am the change that I dream and collectively we are the change that this world needs to be."
The taped event will be aired on November 26, CNN said.
Peñaflorida won over nine other "CNN heroes," seven of whom were American. One of them, 20-year-old Jordan Thomas, lost both his legs in a boating accident and set up a foundation that provides prosthetics to poor children who have also lost limbs.
News of Peñaflorida's selection spread briskly among Filipinos through the Internet. One Facebook user, Kristine Fonacier, had recently spent a year as a volunteer in Guyana. "We need all the hope that we can get from our Manny Pacquiaos," Fonacier wrote. "But here Efren Penaflorida has made a name for himself on the global stage not because he's enormously successful or fabulously wealthy, but because he's given his time to 'helping others.' It's such a simple but world-changing idea, and it's high time we Filipinos get behind it."
Last October, CNN opened the online voting for its Top 10 Heroes. Peñaflorida said that being included in the top 10 alone was already an honor. Still, he refused to take credit for the recognition. "If the people vote for me, they are actually voting for the poor kids DTC is teaching and the dedicated volunteers behind this work," he earlier said.
CNN said more than 2.75 million votes were cast during the seven-week online voting. The network, however, did not indicate how many votes Peñaflorida got.
Peñaflorida, who hails from Cavite City in Cavite province Philippines, started the Dynamic Teen Company in 1997.
His group used “Kariton Klassrooms" or mobile pushcarts to reach out and teach underprivileged children [See: A CNN hero started with a pushcart full of hopes].
The DTC has now over 2,000 members teaching basic reading and writing, and even personal hygiene to marginalized children in slum areas in Cavite using pushcarts filled with books, pens, tables and chairs.
From CNN.com:
Peñaflorida gives his acceptance speech at the Kodak Theatre in Hollywood on Saturday (Sunday, Manila time). The "CNN Heroes: All Star Tribute" will air on CNN on November 26. CNN.com screen grab
Efren Peñaflorida, who started a "pushcart classroom" in the Philippines to bring education to poor children as an alternative to gang membership, has been named the 2009 CNN Hero of the Year.
CNN's Anderson Cooper revealed Peñaflorida's selection at the conclusion of the third-annual "CNN Heroes: An All-Star Tribute" at the Kodak Theatre in Hollywood on Saturday night.
The gala event, taped before an audience of 3,000 at the Kodak Theatre, premieres on Thanksgiving, November 26, at 9 p.m. ET/PT on the global networks of CNN.
The broadcast, which honors the top 10 CNN Heroes of 2009, features performances by Grammy Award-winning artist Carrie Underwood, R&B crooner Maxwell and British pop sensation Leona Lewis.
Peñaflorida, who will receive $100,000 to continue his work with the Dynamic Teen Company, was selected after seven weeks of online voting at CNN.com. More than 2.75 million votes were cast.
"Our planet is filled with heroes, young and old, rich and poor, man, woman of different colors, shapes and sizes. We are one great tapestry," Peñaflorida said upon accepting the honor. "Each person has a hidden hero within, you just have to look inside you and search it in your heart, and be the hero to the next one in need.
"So to each and every person inside in this theater and for those who are watching at home, the hero in you is waiting to be unleashed. Serve, serve well, serve others above yourself and be happy to serve. As I always tell to my co-volunteers ... you are the change that you dream as I am the change that I dream and collectively we are the change that this world needs to be."
The top 10 CNN Heroes, chosen by a blue-ribbon panel from an initial pool of more than 9,000 viewer nominations, were each honored with a documentary tribute and introduced by a celebrity presenter. Each of the top 10 Heroes receives $25,000.
"With the recognition they receive on our stage," said Cooper, who hosted the tribute, "they'll be able to help thousands and thousands of people. Through their efforts, lives will be changed and lives will be saved."
Maxwell sang "Help Somebody" from his first album in eight years, 'BLACKsummers'night.'
Lewis, a three-time Grammy nominee, performed "Happy," from her second album, "Echo."
All three performances echoed the spirit of the CNN Heroes campaign, which salutes everyday people whose extraordinary accomplishments are making a difference in their communities and beyond.
Presenters included Nicole Kidman, Kate Hudson, Neil Patrick Harris, Pierce Brosnan, Dwayne Johnson, Eva Mendes, Randy Jackson, Greg Kinnear, George Lopez and Julia Louis-Dreyfus.
"This record number of nominations is further evidence of the momentum CNN Heroes has built in just a few short years," said Jim Walton, president of CNN Worldwide.
"Viewers have been engaged by these stories of inspiration and accomplishment beyond our expectations. It is truly an honor to be able to introduce the CNN Heroes to our global audience every year."
Again this year, producer/director Joel Gallen served as executive producer of "CNN Heroes: An All-Star Tribute." Among his credits, Gallen produced telethon events supporting victims of the September 11 terrorist attacks and Hurricane Katrina, winning an Emmy Award and a Peabody Award for "America: A Tribute to Heroes."
The Kodak Theatre is best known as the first permanent home of the Academy Awards.
Here are the 2009 Top 10 CNN Heroes:
Brad Blauser Brad Blauser is providing hope and mobility to disabled children and their families in Iraq. Since 2005, his Wheelchairs for Iraqi Kids program has distributed nearly 650 free pediatric wheelchairs to children in need.
Roy Foster Army veteran Roy Foster started Stand Down House to help veterans struggling with addiction and homelessness in Florida. Since 2000, his program has provided life-changing services to nearly 900 veterans.
Doc Hendley Bartender Doc Hendley is providing clean water to communities worldwide. Through creative fundraising, his nonprofit Wine to Water has brought sustainable water systems to 25,000 people in five countries.
Andrea Ivory Breast cancer survivor Andrea Ivory is bringing early detection to the doorsteps of uninsured women. With mobile mammography vans, her group has provided more than 500 free screenings in Miami, Florida.
Betty Makoni Zimbabwe native Betty Makoni founded the Girl Child Network to provide a haven for young victims of sexual abuse. The organization has rescued more than 35,000 girls since 2001.
Jorge Munoz School bus driver Jorge Munoz is helping hungry New Yorkers make it through tough times. Since 2004, he has handed out more than 70,000 meals from his mobile soup kitchen in Queens -- for free.
Efren Peñaflorida Efren Peñaflorida gives Filipino youth an alternative to gang membership through education. His Dynamic Teen Company's 10,000 members have taught basic reading and writing to 1,500 kids living in the slums.
Budi Soehardi Budi Soehardi founded a children's home in one of the poorest areas of Indonesia. Today, Roslin Orphanage in West Timor provides food, shelter and education to more than 45 children.
Derrick Tabb Derrick Tabb started The Roots of Music to give young people an alternative to New Orleans' streets. His music education program provides free tutoring, instruments and music instruction to more than 100 students.
Jordan Thomas Jordan Thomas, 20, of Chattanooga, Tennessee, lost both of his legs in a boating accident in 2005. Since then, his Jordan Thomas Foundation has raised more than $400,000 to provide prosthetics for children in need. - GMANews.TV
--->Now, who said that a person from a third world country cannot change the world?
Monday, November 23, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
What's Happening?
I just finished reading Conrado De Quiro's column (There's the Rub) about destiny. Well, obviously, I'm a fan. Months ago, I began to question certain things; from my personal life, to our country, to the people of our country.
What's happening?
That is the question I really want to get an answer.
Personally, I was feeling exhausted, tired and again, suicidal. I really don't know why I had pitied myself for the past weeks. Thank God, I'm up and about again. Though, I really can't explain why I'm too worried about everything and anything about a certain thing or person. I was too confused why I am passing through the needle's eye. By then, what's happening?
To the citizens of our country, where are we? What's happening? I really can't understand why we keep on mocking each other and continue to maintain our crab mentality. When things get better for the well-offs, the worst things are happening to the masses. Where is our compassion? Students of high-class institutions keep on uttering the English language whereas they are in the Philippines. Where is the nationalistic dynamite within us, the future of the nation?Basta ako, ang alam ko, ginagamit ko ang Ingles sa pagsusulat dahil mas nailalabas ko ang aking sarili sa midyum na ito. Mahal ko ang bayan ko.Eventhough I still regard myself as a little bit bias. Pero nagsasalita ako ng wikang Filipino tuwing nakikipag-usap ako.
What is happening to our leaders? What do they really want? I know people are not perfect but I can't see they are trying hard to serve their countrymen unconditionally.
I just want to point out one hot issue in the field of politics. Sen. Mar Roxas withdrawing for his presidential candidacy to give way to the only son of Sen. Ninoy (who is a co-Bedan) and the late Pres. and Mother of Democracy, Cory Aquino. I think that is a very heroic act; that was a selfless act. Whatever maybe his intentions, he showed all of us that power should not be a crowning glory but an obligation and an opportunity to serve.
I just want to ask the current president, what is happening? Ms. Arroyo, what happened? What will happen? As a youth, as a citizen, i don't know what did your position do to you to make selfish acts; to be a liar and to be a thief!
I believe that every human being is good but still, what is happening? What is happening to the free will that the Most High has given us?
Indeed, what is happening to the world? Continuous recessions, natural calamities, wars, political outbreaks. My mind has been filled with this single question. Sometimes, I just think, that the world itself has bowed down to us.
I just wish all of us would ask ourselves, "What's happening?" and if we would find the right answer, we'll all out it into actions. Actions that everyone can benefit. Actions that can make us all proud that we are human beings: the most beloved creature of the Lord.
What's happening?
That is the question I really want to get an answer.
Personally, I was feeling exhausted, tired and again, suicidal. I really don't know why I had pitied myself for the past weeks. Thank God, I'm up and about again. Though, I really can't explain why I'm too worried about everything and anything about a certain thing or person. I was too confused why I am passing through the needle's eye. By then, what's happening?
To the citizens of our country, where are we? What's happening? I really can't understand why we keep on mocking each other and continue to maintain our crab mentality. When things get better for the well-offs, the worst things are happening to the masses. Where is our compassion? Students of high-class institutions keep on uttering the English language whereas they are in the Philippines. Where is the nationalistic dynamite within us, the future of the nation?Basta ako, ang alam ko, ginagamit ko ang Ingles sa pagsusulat dahil mas nailalabas ko ang aking sarili sa midyum na ito. Mahal ko ang bayan ko.Eventhough I still regard myself as a little bit bias. Pero nagsasalita ako ng wikang Filipino tuwing nakikipag-usap ako.
What is happening to our leaders? What do they really want? I know people are not perfect but I can't see they are trying hard to serve their countrymen unconditionally.
I just want to point out one hot issue in the field of politics. Sen. Mar Roxas withdrawing for his presidential candidacy to give way to the only son of Sen. Ninoy (who is a co-Bedan) and the late Pres. and Mother of Democracy, Cory Aquino. I think that is a very heroic act; that was a selfless act. Whatever maybe his intentions, he showed all of us that power should not be a crowning glory but an obligation and an opportunity to serve.
I just want to ask the current president, what is happening? Ms. Arroyo, what happened? What will happen? As a youth, as a citizen, i don't know what did your position do to you to make selfish acts; to be a liar and to be a thief!
I believe that every human being is good but still, what is happening? What is happening to the free will that the Most High has given us?
Indeed, what is happening to the world? Continuous recessions, natural calamities, wars, political outbreaks. My mind has been filled with this single question. Sometimes, I just think, that the world itself has bowed down to us.
I just wish all of us would ask ourselves, "What's happening?" and if we would find the right answer, we'll all out it into actions. Actions that everyone can benefit. Actions that can make us all proud that we are human beings: the most beloved creature of the Lord.
Don’t live by the past, leave it.
(as written last Feb. 2009)
It was a hard semester for me. I was trying to pretend I’m okay. After all, I am. I’ve outlived my fears and I am rising up again. I’ve never regret anything that happened to me. I guess this is what God wants to tell and show me.
We always tend to look back. We always see our past. Even love stories are based on the past. I was, back then. But now, I never wanted to. Life has taught me why and I want to share it. I get it. You’ll never understand until you experience it by yourself.
I’m not fond of fairytales. I’m fond of facts; undeniable achieving facts. Deeply rooted manifestation and achieving goals with an ace have been my priorities in my life. What is this? Still with the topic? It is. You’ll get it along the way. Just put a little patience my friend. We’ll get through that.
I just can’t live leaving my past. That’s the biggest issue I had outlived now. Oh my, a lot of obstacles can tell why. I don’t know how many stories I have been repeatedly saying about my past, why I am achieving because of my past, why I am like this, bla, bla, bla. Until I got tired (I think so). I just can’t take the agony anymore. It’s ruining the whole me.
Maybe God wanted me to learn to move on. During my early teen days, I was like, “Yeah right. Move on. You don’t know what you’re saying.” I was wrong. I really don’t know what I’m saying. I’m filled with ‘what if’, ‘but’, ‘how’. The reason is that I kept on looking back on my past. I was confined in a box. I don’t want to take any new steps with my life. I stayed on my comfort zone. Like this, writing. But I’ve done beyond being deep in writing. Way back then, I just want my articles to be read by myself and sometimes, the whole student buddy in our school. Now what? I’ve learned and loved to share my thoughts to anyone else.
Behind me, there’s a voice telling me, “You should be like your mom; very intelligent, introvert, practical.” Many said that I am really like her (intelligently and mentally speaking). So what is this going to do about leaving your past? My! If you can’t be like your mom or dad, leave your own special mark. Don’t hide in their shadow. How did I do it by myself? I studied here in Manila, took up the same course like my mom (‘cause I really love it and it’s my passion!) but I was the first of our clan to study in the lion’s den (mind you I hurdled all those entrance exams). I think I already aced one with that.
Honestly, it’s very hard for me to share it about leaving my past. I did a total mess with my life. Despite of that, I did manage to stand up. Just look up the skies, the birds, the trees, your parents and the only person that will never forsake you. Who else? GOD. I just don’t know how to live another morning without Him. Exaggerated, huh? I’m just telling the truth.
So why live with your past if there’s a long road ahead? Yes, I was asking the same question when I was just beginning to love my very own self, my family and HIM.
Currently, I’m expecting something for myself and my family: seeing my name in the list of second year Accountancy students who are qualified to go take a leap on the next level. I know I did it. I have a positive outlook that God and I did it. I did my best and God put His will on it.
I had an encounter with my major subject professor. He almost dropped me. I was very afraid. Who would not? When he told me about what I did, I felt that it was like the end of my dream. Ahhh! I want to shout. I hurriedly called my mom crying saying I’m sorry. It was one of the hardest things that I told her. But then again, my mom just keeps uplifting me.
I almost gave up. I don’t want to be the talk-of-the-town-for-not-so-good-reason. I already want to transfer to another school. I’m already filing my application form and then suddenly I talked to God on what’s really happening into my life. Don’t give up! That’s what I’ve heard from Him. This is a battle that you should learn how to win.
My desire to achieve more and show other people ‘I can’ made me a stronger person. Sometimes, I can’t just stop looking back at the past. But now, I’m trying to go on. For it is really true that you can only go on with a peaceful mind if you leave behind your past. It is good to make the past as your stepping stone but it is no good to live with your past.
Let me share this to you. Sometime in February, my life is concentrated again in achieving things. I want to excel in everything I do. This is also the time I had a real encounter with God. Know why? I felt so alone, depressed and for a short interval: insane. My! You would really think that was totally awful and it is! Then I finally realized that I was sent here not only to study and get to know more about things but also to get to know more about Him. I took time to reflect on my past. I just think over and over about my past until I said: “Stop!” I really reach that point. I was telling myself: “Hey, girl! Stand up! Don’t stay on the ground. Pick up those pieces and move on. Life has a lot to offer.”
I’m still in the process of leaving my past. Yes, who could give it up in just one click? I’m achieving not because I want it but because I need it. I have my purpose for it. I can say that achieving for me right now is in harmony. I did break rules and that upset me much. I’ve appreciated the laws and everything about rules right now. I still fight. I fight for the right. I still look back. I look back to things for guide. I still love my past but I never wanted to go back. Why? Because life has always been in a forward motion. Not backwards.
It was a hard semester for me. I was trying to pretend I’m okay. After all, I am. I’ve outlived my fears and I am rising up again. I’ve never regret anything that happened to me. I guess this is what God wants to tell and show me.
We always tend to look back. We always see our past. Even love stories are based on the past. I was, back then. But now, I never wanted to. Life has taught me why and I want to share it. I get it. You’ll never understand until you experience it by yourself.
I’m not fond of fairytales. I’m fond of facts; undeniable achieving facts. Deeply rooted manifestation and achieving goals with an ace have been my priorities in my life. What is this? Still with the topic? It is. You’ll get it along the way. Just put a little patience my friend. We’ll get through that.
I just can’t live leaving my past. That’s the biggest issue I had outlived now. Oh my, a lot of obstacles can tell why. I don’t know how many stories I have been repeatedly saying about my past, why I am achieving because of my past, why I am like this, bla, bla, bla. Until I got tired (I think so). I just can’t take the agony anymore. It’s ruining the whole me.
Maybe God wanted me to learn to move on. During my early teen days, I was like, “Yeah right. Move on. You don’t know what you’re saying.” I was wrong. I really don’t know what I’m saying. I’m filled with ‘what if’, ‘but’, ‘how’. The reason is that I kept on looking back on my past. I was confined in a box. I don’t want to take any new steps with my life. I stayed on my comfort zone. Like this, writing. But I’ve done beyond being deep in writing. Way back then, I just want my articles to be read by myself and sometimes, the whole student buddy in our school. Now what? I’ve learned and loved to share my thoughts to anyone else.
Behind me, there’s a voice telling me, “You should be like your mom; very intelligent, introvert, practical.” Many said that I am really like her (intelligently and mentally speaking). So what is this going to do about leaving your past? My! If you can’t be like your mom or dad, leave your own special mark. Don’t hide in their shadow. How did I do it by myself? I studied here in Manila, took up the same course like my mom (‘cause I really love it and it’s my passion!) but I was the first of our clan to study in the lion’s den (mind you I hurdled all those entrance exams). I think I already aced one with that.
Honestly, it’s very hard for me to share it about leaving my past. I did a total mess with my life. Despite of that, I did manage to stand up. Just look up the skies, the birds, the trees, your parents and the only person that will never forsake you. Who else? GOD. I just don’t know how to live another morning without Him. Exaggerated, huh? I’m just telling the truth.
So why live with your past if there’s a long road ahead? Yes, I was asking the same question when I was just beginning to love my very own self, my family and HIM.
Currently, I’m expecting something for myself and my family: seeing my name in the list of second year Accountancy students who are qualified to go take a leap on the next level. I know I did it. I have a positive outlook that God and I did it. I did my best and God put His will on it.
I had an encounter with my major subject professor. He almost dropped me. I was very afraid. Who would not? When he told me about what I did, I felt that it was like the end of my dream. Ahhh! I want to shout. I hurriedly called my mom crying saying I’m sorry. It was one of the hardest things that I told her. But then again, my mom just keeps uplifting me.
I almost gave up. I don’t want to be the talk-of-the-town-for-not-so-good-reason. I already want to transfer to another school. I’m already filing my application form and then suddenly I talked to God on what’s really happening into my life. Don’t give up! That’s what I’ve heard from Him. This is a battle that you should learn how to win.
My desire to achieve more and show other people ‘I can’ made me a stronger person. Sometimes, I can’t just stop looking back at the past. But now, I’m trying to go on. For it is really true that you can only go on with a peaceful mind if you leave behind your past. It is good to make the past as your stepping stone but it is no good to live with your past.
Let me share this to you. Sometime in February, my life is concentrated again in achieving things. I want to excel in everything I do. This is also the time I had a real encounter with God. Know why? I felt so alone, depressed and for a short interval: insane. My! You would really think that was totally awful and it is! Then I finally realized that I was sent here not only to study and get to know more about things but also to get to know more about Him. I took time to reflect on my past. I just think over and over about my past until I said: “Stop!” I really reach that point. I was telling myself: “Hey, girl! Stand up! Don’t stay on the ground. Pick up those pieces and move on. Life has a lot to offer.”
I’m still in the process of leaving my past. Yes, who could give it up in just one click? I’m achieving not because I want it but because I need it. I have my purpose for it. I can say that achieving for me right now is in harmony. I did break rules and that upset me much. I’ve appreciated the laws and everything about rules right now. I still fight. I fight for the right. I still look back. I look back to things for guide. I still love my past but I never wanted to go back. Why? Because life has always been in a forward motion. Not backwards.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Facts and Tales
Here we go again. Not that this story is in my blog already but this is another story of rumors, issues about me. Now, I will answer all those undying issues in my own repertoire and in the most honest way.
For the past months, I didn't know that issues regarding me and a blockmate did roam the corners of our year level. That's what I think; only in our year level. I don't want to talk about her because I really respect her even though many would not believe. What really hurts me, my cousins, is that she keeps talking to other people what we had agreed to be between us only. Now, I don't really want to argue about confidentiality here right now because the rumors are all over.
For my block mates who'll find my blog site, their luck because they can find the answers here. To those who won't, I'm sorry. Just continue asking that to your friend. After six months of keeping quiet, here are the answers to the questions you are dying to get (even though you don't really know the true story and worse, you don't really know me):
1.) Is Kuya Alex only fiction?
-NO.
2.) Why is it that everytime they plan to meet it always fail?
-Is it my fault or our fault that serendipity always happen? I don't know. That I leave to the one above.
3.) Do I envy her? Everytime there is a quiz in accounting something would happen to Kuya.
-I don't. I'm contented with what I have. She's intelligent and I believe so do I. I never wanted her to be out from the program never did that pop up my mind.
4.) Why is there no Ateneo memo?
-There is. Actually, my cousins told me not to talk about it already. Ate Bea, I'm so sorry. Just couldn't take it. What do you want me to do? Go to Ateneo and get it from the person I don't even know who to contact? My friends are already pissed off about this issue. They don't even want me to go there already.
5.) Why was he burried in the U.S.?
-He's a U.S. citizen. I didn't know about that until she asked me. 'Di ko nga alam yun na pinsan na ako, siya pa kaya. She should've asked my cousin about that. Her parents and her only sister are already in the U.S. for good. If you want to go and see his grave kindly go to Longbeach, California. Go find my cousin's grave.
6.) Why didn't you defend or yourself?
-If I had known it earlier, I might. My gosh! I've just learned about it last Tues. Now tell me. Where will I start? If I know all of you asking have already believed in her story. As I've said, the story bossomed without my knowledge, so it should end without me talking about it.
7.) Did you really tell her that I only lie to her?
-NO. Ask her again about the true story behind it.
8.) Am I sick?
-Yes. I beg all of you already know that. But only physically, not mentally.
9.) Are your other cousins true?
-Definitely yes! What am I? Crazy? If you want to see them just go to Novaliches, Q.C. Or if you're still not convinced, go to NSO and find my cousins names. Oh, I wouldn't give you their names. Struggle to know their full names.
10.) Are you guilty?
-DEFINITELY NOT! It's tue that I cried when I learned about it. I cried because the pain of losing my cousin is still there. Come to think of this. Your guy firnd died in January 2007. Your cousin, a doctor, died on July 2008 then your teenage cousin died on December 2008. Do you think I can surpass all of that easily?
Now that I have answered all those funny questions you've made, there is only one thing that my family and i wanted to have: PEACE. Let my cousin be in peace so do us.
KUDOS!
For the past months, I didn't know that issues regarding me and a blockmate did roam the corners of our year level. That's what I think; only in our year level. I don't want to talk about her because I really respect her even though many would not believe. What really hurts me, my cousins, is that she keeps talking to other people what we had agreed to be between us only. Now, I don't really want to argue about confidentiality here right now because the rumors are all over.
For my block mates who'll find my blog site, their luck because they can find the answers here. To those who won't, I'm sorry. Just continue asking that to your friend. After six months of keeping quiet, here are the answers to the questions you are dying to get (even though you don't really know the true story and worse, you don't really know me):
1.) Is Kuya Alex only fiction?
-NO.
2.) Why is it that everytime they plan to meet it always fail?
-Is it my fault or our fault that serendipity always happen? I don't know. That I leave to the one above.
3.) Do I envy her? Everytime there is a quiz in accounting something would happen to Kuya.
-I don't. I'm contented with what I have. She's intelligent and I believe so do I. I never wanted her to be out from the program never did that pop up my mind.
4.) Why is there no Ateneo memo?
-There is. Actually, my cousins told me not to talk about it already. Ate Bea, I'm so sorry. Just couldn't take it. What do you want me to do? Go to Ateneo and get it from the person I don't even know who to contact? My friends are already pissed off about this issue. They don't even want me to go there already.
5.) Why was he burried in the U.S.?
-He's a U.S. citizen. I didn't know about that until she asked me. 'Di ko nga alam yun na pinsan na ako, siya pa kaya. She should've asked my cousin about that. Her parents and her only sister are already in the U.S. for good. If you want to go and see his grave kindly go to Longbeach, California. Go find my cousin's grave.
6.) Why didn't you defend or yourself?
-If I had known it earlier, I might. My gosh! I've just learned about it last Tues. Now tell me. Where will I start? If I know all of you asking have already believed in her story. As I've said, the story bossomed without my knowledge, so it should end without me talking about it.
7.) Did you really tell her that I only lie to her?
-NO. Ask her again about the true story behind it.
8.) Am I sick?
-Yes. I beg all of you already know that. But only physically, not mentally.
9.) Are your other cousins true?
-Definitely yes! What am I? Crazy? If you want to see them just go to Novaliches, Q.C. Or if you're still not convinced, go to NSO and find my cousins names. Oh, I wouldn't give you their names. Struggle to know their full names.
10.) Are you guilty?
-DEFINITELY NOT! It's tue that I cried when I learned about it. I cried because the pain of losing my cousin is still there. Come to think of this. Your guy firnd died in January 2007. Your cousin, a doctor, died on July 2008 then your teenage cousin died on December 2008. Do you think I can surpass all of that easily?
Now that I have answered all those funny questions you've made, there is only one thing that my family and i wanted to have: PEACE. Let my cousin be in peace so do us.
KUDOS!
Friday, June 19, 2009
We are READY
19 June 2009- An issue from the Rector-President of San Beda College-Mendiola issued a notice for a week suspension of classes due to a confirmed case of Influenza A(H1N1)in the campus. Five students have been confirmed to have the said viral disease.
Every one accepted the news with a calm response. Others panicked, paranoid because their friends had a physical contact with the victims still others are happy because classes are suspended for a week.
A(h1n1) is a viral disease. A simple contact to a person with this disease can let you acquire this disease also. Our school may have this case but I can say that we are ready.
Why?
We are ready to face the challenges. We are ready for a brand new start. We are ready to face the new challenges that will come ahead. Better, we are prepared for the upcoming days.
Classes are suspended but there are upcoming duties to do. Online teaching has been introduced.
To my fellow Bedans, the one week suspension is not a time for happy events, vacation but a time to be prepared for the upcoming days. We should stay fit and healthy keeping our side different preventive measures. This is our time to double time in our studies, read in advance and value each time we have right now.
Have a flu-free week!
ORA ET LABORA
UT IN OMNIBUS GLORICIFETUR DEUS
Every one accepted the news with a calm response. Others panicked, paranoid because their friends had a physical contact with the victims still others are happy because classes are suspended for a week.
A(h1n1) is a viral disease. A simple contact to a person with this disease can let you acquire this disease also. Our school may have this case but I can say that we are ready.
Why?
We are ready to face the challenges. We are ready for a brand new start. We are ready to face the new challenges that will come ahead. Better, we are prepared for the upcoming days.
Classes are suspended but there are upcoming duties to do. Online teaching has been introduced.
To my fellow Bedans, the one week suspension is not a time for happy events, vacation but a time to be prepared for the upcoming days. We should stay fit and healthy keeping our side different preventive measures. This is our time to double time in our studies, read in advance and value each time we have right now.
Have a flu-free week!
ORA ET LABORA
UT IN OMNIBUS GLORICIFETUR DEUS
Monday, June 8, 2009
AH1N1 Plague
SWINE FLU, SWINE FLU, SWINE FLU
In short, AH1N1
I think everyone has been driven crazy because of this viral disease. Honestly speaking, it also freaks me out. The recent news for this is that an exchange student from DLSU got this viral disease (a jap I think). What really freaks me out is that my cousins and friends are from the same college department as hers. My gosh! It's killing me!
But friends, I bet you, don't panic that much. As my friend said, prevention is better than cure. As what every medical people has said, just minimize going to public places.
Take note: minimize. Don't freak yourself so much that you wouldn't even want to buy your groceries.
My friends, we have to know our limitations.
LIMITATIONS!
This is just a very short, what? what shall I call this?
Ok fine. This is just a short opinion. As in short.
Ciao!
In short, AH1N1
I think everyone has been driven crazy because of this viral disease. Honestly speaking, it also freaks me out. The recent news for this is that an exchange student from DLSU got this viral disease (a jap I think). What really freaks me out is that my cousins and friends are from the same college department as hers. My gosh! It's killing me!
But friends, I bet you, don't panic that much. As my friend said, prevention is better than cure. As what every medical people has said, just minimize going to public places.
Take note: minimize. Don't freak yourself so much that you wouldn't even want to buy your groceries.
My friends, we have to know our limitations.
LIMITATIONS!
This is just a very short, what? what shall I call this?
Ok fine. This is just a short opinion. As in short.
Ciao!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Summer Loca
Six days of vacation. That's the number of days I have been "resting" from school work. I think so but not from other personal stuff. I'm going crazy because of arranging all my errands.
Well, why should I complain? Isn't vacation a time for everything. Just yesterday I shopped with Pam in the Mall of Asia until I really said, "Stop! I give up. I'm tired already." That was my first time shopping really BIG. EVERYTHING BIG. From bulky National Bookstore stuff, to bags, shoes, shirts and even memory cards. I really think Pam got a headache when we were already finding for a school shoes (I do really have a big feet, as in long. my shoe size is 10-10 1/2. BOOM!)
Now, what? I just got home from the mall, again. I just bought additional books (I want my money back. haha). I also sent a gift to my dad (it's father's day). Plus, I really have to prepare my passport. For the remaining days of the week, I will just be going here and there arranging my driver's license and some follow-ups to my passport. I also did my grocery.
IT REALLY DRIVES ME CRAZY!
When I just think about it, it's exhausting but on the other side of my head, I just can't be happy enough. I am very happy because I am blessed to get everything I need plus the bonus of getting what I want (take note of the difference of the two). One thing I am proud of what I've accomplished today is that I got to chat with the photographer from Great Image (where I have to have my photo taken for my passport). He really has good humor and good self-understanding. I just learned again from a man I just barely know but I think so intelligent and very honest.
Then, I just handed a piece of apple to this old lady along the sidewalk of C.E.U. Honestly, I am not giving money alms to them. I abide by the law that instead of giving them money, we should give them food or any valuables that they can use. I honestly admit that every time I pass by her, I don't give anything. I just walk straight ahead. Awhile ago, I took that opportunity to give her a piece of apple from my groceries. I am really proud of myself. I saw her really appreciating that piece of apple. as if she received a piece of gold.
Tomorrow's another day. Yes, I'll be out of my dormitory again preparing any stuff. I maybe complaining again but I am still thankful I have this life, I have errands to run and I have something to make me busy.
HAVE A HAPPY SUMMER!
Well, why should I complain? Isn't vacation a time for everything. Just yesterday I shopped with Pam in the Mall of Asia until I really said, "Stop! I give up. I'm tired already." That was my first time shopping really BIG. EVERYTHING BIG. From bulky National Bookstore stuff, to bags, shoes, shirts and even memory cards. I really think Pam got a headache when we were already finding for a school shoes (I do really have a big feet, as in long. my shoe size is 10-10 1/2. BOOM!)
Now, what? I just got home from the mall, again. I just bought additional books (I want my money back. haha). I also sent a gift to my dad (it's father's day). Plus, I really have to prepare my passport. For the remaining days of the week, I will just be going here and there arranging my driver's license and some follow-ups to my passport. I also did my grocery.
IT REALLY DRIVES ME CRAZY!
When I just think about it, it's exhausting but on the other side of my head, I just can't be happy enough. I am very happy because I am blessed to get everything I need plus the bonus of getting what I want (take note of the difference of the two). One thing I am proud of what I've accomplished today is that I got to chat with the photographer from Great Image (where I have to have my photo taken for my passport). He really has good humor and good self-understanding. I just learned again from a man I just barely know but I think so intelligent and very honest.
Then, I just handed a piece of apple to this old lady along the sidewalk of C.E.U. Honestly, I am not giving money alms to them. I abide by the law that instead of giving them money, we should give them food or any valuables that they can use. I honestly admit that every time I pass by her, I don't give anything. I just walk straight ahead. Awhile ago, I took that opportunity to give her a piece of apple from my groceries. I am really proud of myself. I saw her really appreciating that piece of apple. as if she received a piece of gold.
Tomorrow's another day. Yes, I'll be out of my dormitory again preparing any stuff. I maybe complaining again but I am still thankful I have this life, I have errands to run and I have something to make me busy.
HAVE A HAPPY SUMMER!
Friday, May 15, 2009
The Purpose Driven Life
In my 18 year here in the world, I just don't know how thankful I am that I am still alive and kicking. Most probably than not, I have met a so-near-death experience. I just can't explain life and how it goes.
Personally, I was born as an achiever. Achiever of all things. I intend to be a perfectionist. Everything I do must be perfect or else everyone around me would be disappointed. I just couldn't see myself breaking the rules. I always go for the right thing, the right ones the right way. I am trained to be like that. In my world, people surrounding are those who aim for perfection also. I just couldn't get out of my own shell. I need to stay in my comfort zone.
I get all academic awards. I can get all those "geeky-nerdy-science-math" award. Yeah, right. No one can beat me. It's a stereotype in my world. So typical yet so boring I think.
I was trained to reach high notes, perfect notes, perfect songs. I was trained to sing Marcha Himno Filipina in the right way (yeah, 'cause my great grandpa is the music composer). Everything was like black, gray and white. I just couldn't break those rules.
College came to my way. Still, not a freedom pot for me. I intend to get this and that grade. But I know a day will come when I have to go out of that shell and break that "perfect" life.
Yes, I did fail. In every aspect you would see it, I failed. But it didn't end my life. I just felt a relief. At last, once in my life, I've experienced failing. All I know, this would not be the last but this would be a start of a brand new beginning. I've broken my rules. Hey, not in the bad way but in the best thing ever.
I've already seen my life with no rules from other people but with the rules that I, myself made. I still long for perfection but I am open for everything that will happen to me. This is part of growing up, I would say. Haha. I get to laugh the hardest right now. The old me still retain in my blood but that blood is circulating to have a balance life.
Now, I know my purpose not only the need of my life. I can now see where I'm heading to. I take in little steps to go to my destination. I am inspired and continue to be inspired. I was inspired by many things, by many people.
Beginning a brand new life not only for me but for the nation itself. I just want to stress on the organization of AKO MISMO. I am very proud to be one of its thousands of members(I believe it would reach a million). I jut can't be any prouder with our Rector-Pres, Fr. Mat because he joined and opt to be one. Benedictines are very choosy in TVCs that htey would join and I strongly support the new campaign.
Now, my life has been more socially conscious. I want to beat myself. I am having this purpose to live for myself and others. I officially loved myself and because of this, I've continually loved others unconditionally. I just couldn't thank the people around me for the help.
Sarcastic? Yes, I seek help. I didn't see it as my melting point but my uplifting challenge. I've discovered my parents' great love for me when I started giving up to life and giving up to all the things I used to do. I've discovered who were really my friends. My heart melts with joy and I couldn't stop crying whenever i realize that I am one lucky person to have this kind of environment.
My perfect life has now taken an alternative route. For good. In purpose. In great strength. I am not the perfect person now that people used to see. I am the perfect person to be in an up-and-down situation. I am proud. I truly am.
The purpoe of life is not to give up, not to achieve of what your mind is telling you but what your heart beats for. In my own private life, I have told myself that this is the first and last thing that I would fail (for what it is, I've kept it for private purposes).
If you think I'd only failed on that big issue, I had a small one. But I think it's not. On friendship. A gal pal just couldn't stop hating me because she thought I'd lie to her in the biggest way. I did. But in what aspect? I lied by not telling her that my cousin has been an American Citizen wayback. The reason why he was burried in the U.S. I didn't tell her from the start that he already had stopped loving her. Why? I don't want to be the messenger again. She still hates me. I think that would be forever. I am open for reconciliation. For now, let her own wound heal.
This maybe a typical story. This maybe just another melodramatic scene. All I know this is a part of me that I want to show to the world. God gave me another chance. A chance to live again, breathe, write, sing, achieve, share and to love. I would use it in the best way I could. God is beside me. He's with me all the time. He is my best-est friend. He is the ONE. He will be. He's the reaon why I'm back. He's the main thing why I have a purpose called life.
Personally, I was born as an achiever. Achiever of all things. I intend to be a perfectionist. Everything I do must be perfect or else everyone around me would be disappointed. I just couldn't see myself breaking the rules. I always go for the right thing, the right ones the right way. I am trained to be like that. In my world, people surrounding are those who aim for perfection also. I just couldn't get out of my own shell. I need to stay in my comfort zone.
I get all academic awards. I can get all those "geeky-nerdy-science-math" award. Yeah, right. No one can beat me. It's a stereotype in my world. So typical yet so boring I think.
I was trained to reach high notes, perfect notes, perfect songs. I was trained to sing Marcha Himno Filipina in the right way (yeah, 'cause my great grandpa is the music composer). Everything was like black, gray and white. I just couldn't break those rules.
College came to my way. Still, not a freedom pot for me. I intend to get this and that grade. But I know a day will come when I have to go out of that shell and break that "perfect" life.
Yes, I did fail. In every aspect you would see it, I failed. But it didn't end my life. I just felt a relief. At last, once in my life, I've experienced failing. All I know, this would not be the last but this would be a start of a brand new beginning. I've broken my rules. Hey, not in the bad way but in the best thing ever.
I've already seen my life with no rules from other people but with the rules that I, myself made. I still long for perfection but I am open for everything that will happen to me. This is part of growing up, I would say. Haha. I get to laugh the hardest right now. The old me still retain in my blood but that blood is circulating to have a balance life.
Now, I know my purpose not only the need of my life. I can now see where I'm heading to. I take in little steps to go to my destination. I am inspired and continue to be inspired. I was inspired by many things, by many people.
Beginning a brand new life not only for me but for the nation itself. I just want to stress on the organization of AKO MISMO. I am very proud to be one of its thousands of members(I believe it would reach a million). I jut can't be any prouder with our Rector-Pres, Fr. Mat because he joined and opt to be one. Benedictines are very choosy in TVCs that htey would join and I strongly support the new campaign.
Now, my life has been more socially conscious. I want to beat myself. I am having this purpose to live for myself and others. I officially loved myself and because of this, I've continually loved others unconditionally. I just couldn't thank the people around me for the help.
Sarcastic? Yes, I seek help. I didn't see it as my melting point but my uplifting challenge. I've discovered my parents' great love for me when I started giving up to life and giving up to all the things I used to do. I've discovered who were really my friends. My heart melts with joy and I couldn't stop crying whenever i realize that I am one lucky person to have this kind of environment.
My perfect life has now taken an alternative route. For good. In purpose. In great strength. I am not the perfect person now that people used to see. I am the perfect person to be in an up-and-down situation. I am proud. I truly am.
The purpoe of life is not to give up, not to achieve of what your mind is telling you but what your heart beats for. In my own private life, I have told myself that this is the first and last thing that I would fail (for what it is, I've kept it for private purposes).
If you think I'd only failed on that big issue, I had a small one. But I think it's not. On friendship. A gal pal just couldn't stop hating me because she thought I'd lie to her in the biggest way. I did. But in what aspect? I lied by not telling her that my cousin has been an American Citizen wayback. The reason why he was burried in the U.S. I didn't tell her from the start that he already had stopped loving her. Why? I don't want to be the messenger again. She still hates me. I think that would be forever. I am open for reconciliation. For now, let her own wound heal.
This maybe a typical story. This maybe just another melodramatic scene. All I know this is a part of me that I want to show to the world. God gave me another chance. A chance to live again, breathe, write, sing, achieve, share and to love. I would use it in the best way I could. God is beside me. He's with me all the time. He is my best-est friend. He is the ONE. He will be. He's the reaon why I'm back. He's the main thing why I have a purpose called life.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Never Stop Believing
Never Stop BelievingI've kept that simple phrase in my heart. Hi guys! This is my first blog entry here. So, what am I supposed to say first? Nothing so usual I think. I just want to share everything under the sun. Plus, I miss my old life of writing. Now, I can't publish it in a newspaper(school paper) or a magazine that's why I've decided to write through the net. The nest posts will be everything under the sun.
Currently, what's happening? Pacquiao just won again. Haha. Just want to remind that I wrote my first blog when he won.
Kidding aside, what's happening with my life? I'm messing with it! I think so. But hell no! I still believe my life doesn't suck. It's just psychological that you make your own life suck. And hey, that would really suck!
I'm just enjoying part of summer in school. We're having summer classes and I really enjoy it. So much! I love classes! Many of you would never agree with me but I'm sorry. It's just a matter of appreciation.
I've tumbled. I fell down. Just don't take it literally. Take the deeper side of it. Every person has his own depressing story, right? So, I guess I shouldn't be blogging too much just to acquire sympathy from people. That's only my own perception.
Life's hell, life's unfair. Those were the words running through my head through the past months. Hey, I've grown up. It's really true that life's a hell and it's unfair. I know just one reason why we think it that way. Simple. Because we just really want it to be like that. If we want heaven, it's already here on earth. We are the ones who are making our own heaven. Just make life your heaven. And no way I won't follow that.
I have my own dilemma. You have yours. But take a look at the brighter side of life. It's never a typical thing to think positive because you should really do. God won't give us anything that He knows we can't handle (tell me about that).
Just keep believing. As my site at the top would tell you, achieve more; believe most. Now, get your feet out there and take your show!
'Til my next blog!
Currently, what's happening? Pacquiao just won again. Haha. Just want to remind that I wrote my first blog when he won.
Kidding aside, what's happening with my life? I'm messing with it! I think so. But hell no! I still believe my life doesn't suck. It's just psychological that you make your own life suck. And hey, that would really suck!
I'm just enjoying part of summer in school. We're having summer classes and I really enjoy it. So much! I love classes! Many of you would never agree with me but I'm sorry. It's just a matter of appreciation.
I've tumbled. I fell down. Just don't take it literally. Take the deeper side of it. Every person has his own depressing story, right? So, I guess I shouldn't be blogging too much just to acquire sympathy from people. That's only my own perception.
Life's hell, life's unfair. Those were the words running through my head through the past months. Hey, I've grown up. It's really true that life's a hell and it's unfair. I know just one reason why we think it that way. Simple. Because we just really want it to be like that. If we want heaven, it's already here on earth. We are the ones who are making our own heaven. Just make life your heaven. And no way I won't follow that.
I have my own dilemma. You have yours. But take a look at the brighter side of life. It's never a typical thing to think positive because you should really do. God won't give us anything that He knows we can't handle (tell me about that).
Just keep believing. As my site at the top would tell you, achieve more; believe most. Now, get your feet out there and take your show!
'Til my next blog!
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